When we think of pride, we think about being proud of accomplishments or a person who feels they are better than persons in society. The depths of pride is never truly seen. In our minds a prideful person, though it can be rude depending on how it’s express, seems justified. They have accomplished so many things in life, it’s only understood why they would feel great about themselves or better than others. However, there is a twist.
I remember my former pastor sharing his thoughts with me about pride and my life. Because I struggled so badly with self esteem issues (which according to the words definition was the opposite of pride), I could not see myself the way he did. I saw a broken, empty vessel who was in dire need of help but this was the basis of my pride. I never ill spoke persons or operated as though I was better than anyone but rather I carried an unteachable spirit. There was no humility, I was always right. I knew most things and was striving to know everything.
“Behold the proud, His soul is not upright in him; But the just shall live by his faith.
Habakkuk 2:4 NKJV
The above mentioned verse answered the question of a prideful person. Such person don’t live by faith. They are a worrier, complainer, victim of lives battles, isolator, dependent on others to boost their ego and thinks that things should always go their way. A heart of humility however, is a heart of patience. As I pondered on the word while asking the Lord to search my heart, I realized I fitted the script. At times I’ve been very impatient and it’s because there was a need for self gratification. Moving up in life would have made me feel better inside; as equitable as others in society. Not my peers but rather the people that I held in high esteem (Read that again).
However, the Lord in his infinite wisdom and unconditional love for us, has made provision for such lives. While others may look in and see the weakness or frailness of humanity, the Lord from inception decided to do a work. A work once completed, can make the same low minded / prideful person become bold and confident in him. The word says he doesn’t forsake us. He chastises us because we are loved. It may not feel like love but it’s all for our good.
What am I saying? Pride can take many forms (the twist). That’s why it is important for us to read the word and allow it to wash us like water. Remember pride goes before a fall. Don’t wait to fall to see the light. Read the word and do what’s right. Let’s take time to work on us and shut our eyes on our peers. Allow God to do his work in us (sort out our salvation as is written in the word). Then with a heart of compassion we will be able to truly reach, teach and affect the lives of others. Let’s untwist and dismantle the twist of pride.
ARISE